Day 19:
"When I am aware of the Gof-Self within me as my total fulfillment, I am totally fulfilled. I am now aware of this Truth. I have found the secret of life, and I relax in the knowledge that the Activity of divine Abundance is eternally operating in my life. I simply have to be aware of the flow, the radiation, of that Creative Energy, which is continuously, easily and effortlessly pouring forth from my Divine Consciousness. I am now aware. I am now in the flow."

Awareness! That is always the key and yet, how readily I find my mind obsorbed in an idea, or a belief - or especially an opinion - that takes me away from this inner awareness of my God-Self. Just yesterday, I had a conversation on the telephone with someone seeking to employ me for a particular position in another city about 300 miles from where I live. When I asked about compensation for my travel expenses, I was informed that they were not covering them and that this expense was mine to absorb. Immediately, I felt an inner stirring of "this is not okay". I felt unsupported and dishonored that I was being expected to "pay for an interview."

Then, as I took this issue into prayer, I decided to take another look at the dynamic and kick into my inner awareness of always being supported - no matter what. My awareness tells me that I am only dishonored or unsupported if I allow that thought to become "real" for me - if I believe it! Since I am desiring to live from an inward connection with my True Self, I had to come back to the realization that I am always - ALWAYS - honored and always - ALWAYS - supported, regardless of what appears in my human experience.

I have the ability to change my awareness and bring myself back to what I desire to believe about myself and what is actually True - rather than get caught in a negative perception - or false belief. The creative flow of abundance is operating and I am now aware of that flow. Life is good!