Years ago, I recall sharing with a client, who was in the deepest despair, that healing would begin with the tiniest opening of the heart - just a willingness to be willing was all Spirit needed to rush in and claim victory! Yesterday, I personally had such an experience.
To continue from yesterday's post, my "friend" chose not to meet with me either in person or by telephone. The reason given was that it would not be in the best interest of my friend or my friend's family. My initial "reaction" was automatic - a definite feeling of disappointment. This appeared to be a repeat of our past relationship; pull me in and then push me away. But as I said, this was automatic and therefore based upon memory and not present-moment awareness.
Upon reflection, writing and prayer, I realized that I had been given a HUGE gift in the e-mail communication from this person that touched my heart deeply. We both had shared honestly and openly with each other for the first time in all these years and I was brought to tears - Spirit had its opening!
I also realized that my request to meet in person was so that I could stay in control. I honestly had no clear idea of what I wanted from my friend, and was not aware enough (still operating with my closed heart) to realize I had already been given what my soul desired... Love in the form of freedom! The freedom to love and be loved completely...no strings attached, no agreements, no contracts, no conditions, no constraints...oh my sweet GOD.
What a sacred time this has been - and continues to be for me. I feel jubilant and overflowing with such appreciation and gratitude for my willingness to just be willing. My heart is free and this dear beloved friend has "safe passage through my mind" as well as my heart.
Blessed be,
Lynn
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